Being the Same is Boring...

Hello there,

Earlier on, a person (who I will hide their identity since I'm not mean... Well that mean at least! I try not to be mean... Sorry, off on a tangent aren't I?) said to me:

"You are stupid. You're not like everybody else. Freaks like you are just stupid."

Which made me instantly think " What, there's a rule now? Everyone must be the same?"

If everyone is meant to be the same, in sorry, but I would get bored of living in this world quite easily and quickly. If everyone was the same, there would be no originality, no uniqueness. We would know what to expect. I would absolutely detest that.

No, I'm not like everyone else. I'm not "normal"... But at the end of the day, what IS normality these says, anyway? Because none of us are really that normal.

Yes, I have mental health issues, but so do many people. Does that mean I should be frowned upon? I'm sorry, but if you can't accept that I have a problem, or accept anything about me, then I just don't want you apart of my life. If you can't accept that I love Disney, if you can't accept that I'm not a size 8, if you can't accept that I love Miley Cyrus and Elvis Presley, if you can't accept that I suffer with cyclothymia, anxiety and depression,if you can't accept that I have LGBT friends and support LGBT despite being straight or accept any little thing about me, I'm sorry, but are we REALLY friends? Are you participating in a proper friendship or are you just going to stand there and judge me and then expect me to change? Well, wake up call, sunshine, I'm changing for anyone but myself!

There are so many people out there that are beautiful and each and everyone are different. They may be barking mad, they may be the brain of Britain, they could have ADHD, Bi-Polar, Depression, A learning difficulty, a disability, they are all different and all beautiful.

So, if you're a person who wants to chance me, please, get the f*ck out of my life, because you're not wanted not needed in it. I'll change if I want to.

And as for my problems, they are just apart of me. They screw up on times but other times, they just sit there and don't mess me up much. They will always be there, but who doesn't have some sort of problem in their life? Look at yourself in the mirror. You have a problem of some sort- whether it's insecurity, a mental or physical problem, a learning disability, a past which wasn't that great which affects you now, or even a bad habit. But if you expect to be loved and treated right, do everyone a favour and return the respect that you expect.

Sorry, I just needed to vent. Race for life is just over 2 days away and I cannot wait!

Imma go now, I'm bored and peeved off that I've just missed Eastenders. Dammit.


See ya.