Just a load of rambling

Yo,

So, I've had a hard few weeks. I've stuck close to my family but I've still accomplished things, too. You know my project, Inspire? Well, I went to London a week ago and received funding. We now have aprox. £4,000 worth of funding. Pretty cool, huh? And the coffee morning we held for Macmillan Cancer Support raised £372.26, which is pretty damn amazing. Pleased? Chuffed? Hell yes. Just £25 can pay for 1 hour's work with a Macmillan nurse and a patient.

Anyway, I've been off college for a bit because of what I mentioned in the first line, but I'm planning to collect work next week and then start back after half term. I feel like utter manure because of all of this, but sometimes things get in the way and you can't help that. You have to put it in front of other things. That's exactly what I have had to do the past few weeks.

"I've found out who my real friends are." A quote I keep saying now and then but it keeps proving me wrong. I've lost friends, I've gain friends. But I've learnt that that's exactly what happens throughout all of life. Sometimes, friends will stay with you throughout it all, but you will always keep losing and making new friends. Maybe your old ones were too immature, maybe you just had different paths to take, but maybe these new friends have a whole chapter waiting for you full of adventures and roller coasters. You just have learn that life is a bitch- learn to f**k it. I'm starting to take a grasp on that now. I'm growing up. I'm learning.   I make mistakes. I learn from those mistakes. It's what I do. It's what we're all meant to do. I get beaten verbally for making mistakes, but the truth is, those very people are making mistakes, too, but they are too busy noticing my mistakes to realise their own. So from now on, I won't focus on other's mistakes, but focus on my own. Maybe I'll see other people's mistakes, but I won't try and alert them of them- they can find out on their own. I had to.

On a less deeper note- I am doing a lot of charity work lately. I'm doing a sponsored silence with my friend, Jess, next month in aid of Children in Need. It will last the whole day, so it's going to be tricky, but I'm going to do it! Fancy sponsoring us? go to this website or text SHHH55 £1 to 70070. Any donation is greatly appreciated! I'm also helping Macmillan with some events they have in mind and some events for Nantgarw Community Library which is located in my college. It should be very fun. I have so much planned and I cannot wait until I can share all what I'm doing with you guys. I'm also nominated for 7 CLICawards this year! Wow! I am so excited! Again, lots more to tell you about that and other relative things, so if you can be bothered- keep your eyes peeled!

I'm going to naff off now, because Stand up to Cancer UK is on Channel 4 and my amazing friend, Cat Southalll is on there with her amazing "The Big C" choir!

Norning <3