Going Down

Cut me some slack, I'm tired and I can't think of a title.

Today... well.. today's just been... I don't know, to be honest. I got up early and went to my doctor's appointment for my blood test results- turns out I'm fairly low on iron. Whee. Thing is, my diet has quite a bit of iron in it- especially since I eat a lot of pasta, white bread and drink orange juice. The GP kept saying I was a vegan lacking iron and I was like "No, I'm not. I'm a vegetarian, but I make up for the iron with Beans, Pasta, Quorn and all that, I'm not lacking much iron, thanks." and he kept saying it. It's like "Dude, were you not listening?" Apparently not. Whatever my mother and I suggested, he ignored. Git. It wasn't my usual GP, either. He was like "If you don't put iron in your diet, your iron levels will continue to go down and you will eventually be anemic." Then he prescribed me with iron tablets. And no, don't be funny and say "Are they made of metal?" which is what the majority of the kids in my school would ask. Fair enough, my iron is low, give me the tablets, but bloody listen when I say that I have iron in my diet! It could be something else causing me to have low iron and you're not listening. Dick.

Anyway, enough of that. Another thing that seems to be going down is my reading skills. I was trying to read to my family something I had written and I kept stuttering, hesitating... not the first time, either. It's been for quite some time,now, but today really showed that I was struggling. I think it might be due to the fact that my mind is always racing and my speech can't keep up with it, so it's making me talk rubbish. In primary school I was like 5 years ahead of my reading age and I was on the "library books". I don't know if you had this, but we had key stages in reading and had the Oxford Reading Tree books. Y'know, Biff, Chip, Kipper? Well, I flew through the stages as well as a few other girls in my class and I ended up on the "library books" like a year or two above the rest of my class.

It's my mother's birthday today so in her honor, I shall post her favorite Queen song here. Not that it will make a difference, she only uses the internet for e-Bay. But, it's the thought that counts.

One year, I want to take her to London to see We Will Rock You. My school did it last year and it was really good, but I'd love to see it in London.

I miss Tash. For those of you who don't know, she's a friend from England. She's so lovely [Tash, if you are reading, that was not meant to be a joke... that's a song Tash loves by Scouting For Girls]. She's really been helpful ever since I've been friends with her, really. And she is so funny. So many witty things she's said! I swear, if she lived around where I lived, things might be much better. She distracts me from things and makes me laugh. I always have a smile on my face taking to her. Just thought I'd say that. Random, I know, but I miss her.

I've just returned from abandoning this blog post for a few hours [Not that you would have known] because I couldn't think what to say. But now? I want to say "Bleugh" because I am fed up of school. I've mentioned that a lot, but I really am. It's just like... because I'm only in part time it's all "Go! Go! Go!" and getting so many things done in so little time. I had to finish my Media assignment today. I felt like I had an unfair advantage. I had to leave out like half of what needed to be in the exam because the class had the references to other disaster films and I didn't and part of the question was "refer to other films"... yeah I would have been able to if the teacher supplied me with the right things. And another thing, she can't spell my name... despite it being in front of her. That's what I don't like about teachers. They correct you if you're wrong but if they are wrong with something like your name, they won't listen when you try and correct them. No wonder she can never find my files on her computer- she doesn't teach a "Jazmine Williams" she teaches a "Jazmin Williams". Well.. technically she doesn't now, but I'm still on the register and she still marks my work, but still.

I think I'll be much better off in college. There won't be as many people there I don't think... well... that I'll have to bother with. And I won't have to do subjects I dislike. Such as Science. And Maths. And I won't have to wear a uniform which looks ugly. Our uniform is so depressing. All blue with a burgundy tie with yellow and blue stripes. Lush.


Sorry, I've not been too positive, have I? I guess it's because I'm tired. And now it's 2:5Oam. I need sleep.

Norning >< xxx