Under the Weather

Hey people,

So, as you can probably guess by the title, I'm not well. I've been sick like every other day and I'm weak and dizzy. My mother took my to the doctors this morning and they have booked me in for blood tests tomorrow morning. They're fasting blood tests, meaning I am unable to eat from 1Opm tonight [which has passed] until my appointment tomorrow [about 11am]. I'm not even allowed a soother for my sore throat. Only water. How irritating is that?

With feeling ill, I've also been feeling down in the dumps. I'm not sure why, but I am. And I feel as though a lot of things are my fault. It's really irritating. For the rest of the week, I'm going to just rest and do some revision. I don't feel like I am capable of doing much else, to be honest. All  my body wants to do is sleep and so today I slept for like 1O hours... yeah, not good. 

Despite feeling ill, I went to the CLIC Information Right Now event yesterday and that was fun, but I'm sure if I was feeling 1OO% I would have enjoyed it more. I didn't really feel like participating in the workshops, I just wanted to stand at a stall, help and just talk, but they talked me into doing the drumming session, which was rather loud. The event overall was really good, but I wish they had different food there, because I'm quite fussy and I wish the event was longer. Other than that, doo da doo, it's all good.

I'm getting pretty emotional again lately, but since I'm puking [sorry, had to say it], my medication clearly isn't getting to me so my emotions and mood swings are gonna reeeeeeeally mess up. Whee. I might get some more Ben & Jerry's after the blood test tomorrow because 1. It will cool my throat down and 2. Ben & Jerry's makes everything better. Or so I like to believe. Shh, don't tell me anything different, just let me have my fun!

Just three weeks after the holidays until I'm free from school [excluding GCSE's, obviously] and I truly think that it will help me a lot. I will be under less stress for one, and have a long summer. So glad. 

Sorry for this blog being... well... crap, but I just feel like typing and all that. I should go to sleep but I can't. 

I'm going to save you from boredom now and finish up *crowds cheer*.

Night x